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I feel like loser, why can’t I win when I want to?
Why can I reach that top of the stairs when I want to??
Why can’t I get what I want when I really want to???
I keep questioning in mind, what did I do wrong?
Was I a bad girl?
Obeying none of your orders than I kicked off?
Still wondering, what plan you have for me…
I’m waiting…
Till I understand I will get what I need, not what I want